The realities of submission

I have little actual experience with BDSM. I do have experience, commanding as a Domme via the virtual domain. Very significant to both parties in the equation, and very real in its way, but not the sort of actual experience I mean. I also have experience living the life through writing my stories (www.vannavechian.com, BDSM section.) There I usually take the side of the sub. Writing is a great way to act a part, but it is still not the actual experience I mean. I dream of being a submissive very often, more so than being a Domme (which I am, in the virtual domain.)

But how would it be to actually be a 24/7 slave, at all times available for sex first and last, to one or many, known and unknown. To be nude at all times - yes, I dream that - and to be observed, always. To be trained using pain and humiliation - part of my dreams. To have one's hair shorn, to have no will but the Master's? To be modified, pierced, tattood, branded, augmented and enhanced?

I dream of those realities.